Tuesday, June 9, 2009


I guess most things depend on whether or not you believe in circumstance.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

"This world will never be what I expected..and if I don't belong"

I like highly emotional people. Passionate. Intellectual. Thoughtful. Introspective. People.

I don't know how well I relate or feel comfort in those who are never fazed, unemotional, calm, cool, collected at all times. I'm sure it's great, but it kind of makes me wonder if they're really feeling anything. How in this world could you ever be in a continuous perfectory (1) state? Even if you were within yourself, how do you not pick up on the multitude of emotions others are feeling when in their presence. I don't know. This is just on my mind.

1. apparently this isnt a word. but i know how i mean it to be used.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009


I feel immensely proud, a little immature, and very lucky to really, really love Incubus. Lol.

Monday, June 1, 2009

I'm tired of talking to myself in my head.

And I feel like my thoughts are wasted..on myself? Hmm. I think more so that the things I think, sometimes, are worthy of writing down. So I can think about it again later. Or change my mind. Etc. Anyways, I just feel like I'm about to burst if I don't have an..outlet, to use for thoughts. Or you know, just to talk to myself and type at the same time. We'll see. I feel better already. :)

This will either be my first and last post, or hopefully.. one of several posts a day as I try to clear and manuever my way through this period in my life. What it is I don't know. But I'm figuring it out.