"This world will never be what I expected..and if I don't belong"

I like highly emotional people. Passionate. Intellectual. Thoughtful. Introspective. People.

I don't know how well I relate or feel comfort in those who are never fazed, unemotional, calm, cool, collected at all times. I'm sure it's great, but it kind of makes me wonder if they're really feeling anything. How in this world could you ever be in a continuous perfectory (1) state? Even if you were within yourself, how do you not pick up on the multitude of emotions others are feeling when in their presence. I don't know. This is just on my mind.

1. apparently this isnt a word. but i know how i mean it to be used.